Monday, August 20, 2007
oh gosh. im so tired of work. n my shift. damn. my shift is all over the place. but so far so good. i have most of the cases that i wana see liao. :) collapse, decomposed body, maternity.. its sooooo nice to get to finally these cases. hee. but its kinda sad tho. my first maternity case was a breech maternity whereby other parts of the body other than the head is coming out first. when i checked the lady, i was shocked to see the 2 lil legs out. by then i oreadi realized something was wrong, and the baby MIGHT not survive. we cant deliver on scene as it was too dangerous, so we had to standby the hospital. then at the hospital i stayed for a while to watch the delivery, and yes, the baby has already suffocated. so sad man.
oh yah work has been sooooo tired? stressful? whateva it is la. so ya. went out wif some of the rota 3 fire fighters to sentosa. 2 of them having birthdays. Happy birthday darini and syed!!!! n yes, this outing has really put my mind off work. haha. lucky for me. oh well. tats all for now.
i miss e dancers. i think kakak coming back home tmr. i miss her loads too! n oh.. wawa is no longer sing**!!! hehe. :)
oh yah work has been sooooo tired? stressful? whateva it is la. so ya. went out wif some of the rota 3 fire fighters to sentosa. 2 of them having birthdays. Happy birthday darini and syed!!!! n yes, this outing has really put my mind off work. haha. lucky for me. oh well. tats all for now.
i miss e dancers. i think kakak coming back home tmr. i miss her loads too! n oh.. wawa is no longer sing**!!! hehe. :)
Friday, August 03, 2007
i tot i was goin to DIE. really. i shall not say tat it was the worst experience of my life, but i'd say tat it was a total life changing experience for me.
well it all started wif a simple 995 call. a guy complained of shortness of breath in the wee hours of the morning. so there we were trying to save one life. went up to e 11th floor, did wat we are supposed to do, den prepared to load and go. as we were abt to leave the house, a loud bang followed by trembles and swaying of the building. it was damn F***ing shocking ok. it went on for a few seconds, n we tot it was an earthquake! it was really damn scary wen the whole building shook ok! DAMN~ den we quickly looked down coz we "predicted" tat somebody was trying to sabo our alpha. but thankfully no. den suddenly out of nowhere. thick black smoke. apparently the loud bang n trembles were from an explosion from a gas source or something. so we quickly evacuated using the lift (plz do not do this in a case of fire! we had no choice coz we're too high up wif a heavy casualty). once we're downstairs, pple are oreadi shouting, n den i saw the blaze. it was damn big. i swear i neva saw fire tat big and scary before. burnt stuff are falling all over the place right above us! it was damn scary. but the pple there very chaotic. bein paramedics, we don hav any hoses or whateva to put out the fire, n the pple are like expecting us to do somethin! which we cant! den somemore im wearing my no.4, so pple tot im a fire fighter.~ so we juz had to help evacuate, called for e pumpers, and left the scene ASAP coz we had the casualty in the alpha wif us! so we sent him to the hotel, and were called back to e same location for even MORE casualties. it was really scary. my role as a lvl 1 trainee is just to assist, but wen we arrived, the police were like expecting me to do it all by myself, which yes, i did all the Patient assessment model all by myself bcoz there were too MANY casualties. burns, smoke inhalation. it was crazy. 5 alphas were there, and more were asked to cover up. gosh. it was crazy. but like i said, it was a definite life changing experience for me.
Go and watch the News tonite. 3rd august. the day i saved many lives. the day i tot im gonna die. n e day ive had the best satisfaction ever.
i love being a paramedic. :)
well it all started wif a simple 995 call. a guy complained of shortness of breath in the wee hours of the morning. so there we were trying to save one life. went up to e 11th floor, did wat we are supposed to do, den prepared to load and go. as we were abt to leave the house, a loud bang followed by trembles and swaying of the building. it was damn F***ing shocking ok. it went on for a few seconds, n we tot it was an earthquake! it was really damn scary wen the whole building shook ok! DAMN~ den we quickly looked down coz we "predicted" tat somebody was trying to sabo our alpha. but thankfully no. den suddenly out of nowhere. thick black smoke. apparently the loud bang n trembles were from an explosion from a gas source or something. so we quickly evacuated using the lift (plz do not do this in a case of fire! we had no choice coz we're too high up wif a heavy casualty). once we're downstairs, pple are oreadi shouting, n den i saw the blaze. it was damn big. i swear i neva saw fire tat big and scary before. burnt stuff are falling all over the place right above us! it was damn scary. but the pple there very chaotic. bein paramedics, we don hav any hoses or whateva to put out the fire, n the pple are like expecting us to do somethin! which we cant! den somemore im wearing my no.4, so pple tot im a fire fighter.~ so we juz had to help evacuate, called for e pumpers, and left the scene ASAP coz we had the casualty in the alpha wif us! so we sent him to the hotel, and were called back to e same location for even MORE casualties. it was really scary. my role as a lvl 1 trainee is just to assist, but wen we arrived, the police were like expecting me to do it all by myself, which yes, i did all the Patient assessment model all by myself bcoz there were too MANY casualties. burns, smoke inhalation. it was crazy. 5 alphas were there, and more were asked to cover up. gosh. it was crazy. but like i said, it was a definite life changing experience for me.
Go and watch the News tonite. 3rd august. the day i saved many lives. the day i tot im gonna die. n e day ive had the best satisfaction ever.
i love being a paramedic. :)
Monday, July 30, 2007
i.hate.this.feeling.
whatever i said seems wrong..
i dun feel a sense of belonging anymore.
who am i to u?
why do u treat me this way?
i wonder why.
is there something wrong?
i dont know.
i dono how/what to feel rite now.
mixed emotions.
this sux.
i love u anw.gdnite.
whatever i said seems wrong..
i dun feel a sense of belonging anymore.
who am i to u?
why do u treat me this way?
i wonder why.
is there something wrong?
i dont know.
i dono how/what to feel rite now.
mixed emotions.
this sux.
i love u anw.gdnite.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
wow. so many things have been happening lately. n yea i miss blogging seh. :) some updates....
guess wat! ive passed out from my level 1 paramedic training. :) :) it seems like time passes by so fast seh. HAHA. well its a good thing of cos. being in the army has definitely opened up my eyes. n im definitely more regimental now.. i think. :) n i definitely met some nice people over there. kinda miss the guys. marching wif them. singing wif them. studying wif them. basically, we did everything together. as a team. HAHA. yeap. take care guys. :) n now im in cda juz wasting our time. HAHA. well oh ya. i was POSTED to Alexandra Fire Station. i repeat. i was POSTED! i didnt choose it ok. its soooo damn far la! i was hoping for woodlands OR bukit batok fire stn. but didnt get it :( haiz.. nvm la.. alexandra is one of the best fire stns anw. i hope its gonna be a good learning environment for me.n oh its in the same area as my boyfie. so hope to bump into him whenever there's an ambulance call + a police call. HAHA.
well anw i enjoyed shopping yesterday. i spent ALOT. i really mean ALOT. haha. it feels real good to shop u noe. been quite some time since i spent so much. hehe. i think i wana go shopping again soon. n i wana go watch a movie. n have good food. anyone wana date me? HAHA.
haiz. i think i will need a damn good holiday for myself. a fren recommended bali. haha. sounds good huh. oh well. anyone wana go for a holiday?
hmm. i hope u cud tell me something. juz a lil something will do. don make me keep on thinking. dun make me keep on guessing. or maybe im expecting too much. haiz. plz. tell me.
guess wat! ive passed out from my level 1 paramedic training. :) :) it seems like time passes by so fast seh. HAHA. well its a good thing of cos. being in the army has definitely opened up my eyes. n im definitely more regimental now.. i think. :) n i definitely met some nice people over there. kinda miss the guys. marching wif them. singing wif them. studying wif them. basically, we did everything together. as a team. HAHA. yeap. take care guys. :) n now im in cda juz wasting our time. HAHA. well oh ya. i was POSTED to Alexandra Fire Station. i repeat. i was POSTED! i didnt choose it ok. its soooo damn far la! i was hoping for woodlands OR bukit batok fire stn. but didnt get it :( haiz.. nvm la.. alexandra is one of the best fire stns anw. i hope its gonna be a good learning environment for me.n oh its in the same area as my boyfie. so hope to bump into him whenever there's an ambulance call + a police call. HAHA.
well anw i enjoyed shopping yesterday. i spent ALOT. i really mean ALOT. haha. it feels real good to shop u noe. been quite some time since i spent so much. hehe. i think i wana go shopping again soon. n i wana go watch a movie. n have good food. anyone wana date me? HAHA.
haiz. i think i will need a damn good holiday for myself. a fren recommended bali. haha. sounds good huh. oh well. anyone wana go for a holiday?
hmm. i hope u cud tell me something. juz a lil something will do. don make me keep on thinking. dun make me keep on guessing. or maybe im expecting too much. haiz. plz. tell me.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
my second intravenous infusion done! phew~ im glad both IVs were successful. a few more to go and i'm goona pass! last week's test was brilliant. i scored well. i think. tats wat sgt told me. HAHA. oh well. last week has been quite a good week. but juz tat half of e week i was feeling really unwell. including the day i was having the test, i was having e damn fever.. lucky its not dengue. anw e boys are getting more friendlier. wanted to watch transformers wif them after their bookout, but i was too weak to goo. HAHA. sori guys.
im looking forward to see him today. i miss u la. hee. n oh i miss my girls too. got a shopping date wif rai n wawa next fri. cant wait!
n oh! i cant wait for payday! my first career pay! wee.
i dono wat ure talking abt. i dono wat u mean. ure showing something.but i still don get it.
im looking forward to see him today. i miss u la. hee. n oh i miss my girls too. got a shopping date wif rai n wawa next fri. cant wait!
n oh! i cant wait for payday! my first career pay! wee.
i dono wat ure talking abt. i dono wat u mean. ure showing something.but i still don get it.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
being in the army camp is not fun :( i hate camp. i hate to study wif the smelly boys.. but they are a bunch of nice pple.. :) n smart too. lots of jc guys there. n some are damn cute. :) n some are damn irritating. 4 more weeks to go before posting to fire station.. i hope i can make it thru. n OH! i hate army camp food :( bad news, im getting darker, good news, my boyfie said im losing weight. HEE :) i really miss him wen i was in camp seh. :( 2 more weeks to pay day:) :) :)
enuf abt work.. here's some updates abt last week's performance. hee. i miss wearing pretty clothes :( being in camp makes me feel ugly. but used to it liao. HAHA. here's some pixies.
hee.look at wawa.not finished wif makeup. coz gotta do hair for evry1. ;p
so here i am helping her to paint her face.hee
fad n me
fad, az the chief n me.hee.
e pretty flowers
enuf abt work.. here's some updates abt last week's performance. hee. i miss wearing pretty clothes :( being in camp makes me feel ugly. but used to it liao. HAHA. here's some pixies.
hee.look at wawa.not finished wif makeup. coz gotta do hair for evry1. ;p
so here i am helping her to paint her face.hee
fad n me
fad, az the chief n me.hee.
chief n me.heheehe
n junior. n hair up done
n junior. n hair up done
fad n me againHAHA
e pretty flowers
repFus3:)
ok la tats all. need to study liao. :( got lots of test next week.
ok la tats all. need to study liao. :( got lots of test next week.
Friday, June 22, 2007
gentarasa was "unexpectecedly" great.. HAHA. seriously..it was nice.. the starting was a boom.. had some great comedy too. but the story line, abt how singapura started n all, ok ok je laaa.. but e worse part is.. goin to the musical in my uniform! yucks.. too bad had to rush from work to the show... free show somemore! haha..n yes it is ugly to be wearing e smart4 to the show.. everybody look so pretty...
speaking of work. 2nd day is sooo BORING. they had nothing for us to do.. n tat guy keep on talking n talking n talking... sheeeeesh~ i was yawning all the way man.. den had so many jabs.. e first day had flu n thyroid jab.. which is damn pain till i cant sleep.. den just now had tetanus jab n it was the most painful one~ dammit man.. n e most irritating part was the drawing of blood. the medics at the medical ctr were kinda not used to it especially iwif my "invisible vein".. the first medic tried.. unsuccesful.. he seem to be in shock or something.. he swabbed me 3 times.. but needle was still not inserted.. so had to change needle coz too long exposure oreadi.. the next medic came. cant locate my vein. but manage to insert the needle. but wrong spot. no blood. den he took out the needle without taking off e tourniquet first~gees. den finally another medic came.. n finally.. blood came out..
haiya. tired ar.. got performance tmr. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
speaking of work. 2nd day is sooo BORING. they had nothing for us to do.. n tat guy keep on talking n talking n talking... sheeeeesh~ i was yawning all the way man.. den had so many jabs.. e first day had flu n thyroid jab.. which is damn pain till i cant sleep.. den just now had tetanus jab n it was the most painful one~ dammit man.. n e most irritating part was the drawing of blood. the medics at the medical ctr were kinda not used to it especially iwif my "invisible vein".. the first medic tried.. unsuccesful.. he seem to be in shock or something.. he swabbed me 3 times.. but needle was still not inserted.. so had to change needle coz too long exposure oreadi.. the next medic came. cant locate my vein. but manage to insert the needle. but wrong spot. no blood. den he took out the needle without taking off e tourniquet first~gees. den finally another medic came.. n finally.. blood came out..
haiya. tired ar.. got performance tmr. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!